无数次~ (Japanese song…)
Another meaningful song… It helps me a lot when I’m down and feel helpless or just wanna give up everything…
将夺眶而出的泪水 Tears brimming over my eyes
搽拭好几次后 Even if I wipe it away…
想说的话 Can you feel…
是否就能让你感受到 The things I want to tell you now…
若是对其他人事物发火 Even if I lash out my anger at others
仍无法发泄 I can’t get it all out
那就 无数次 无数次 无数次 的站起来呼喊吧
Then I’ll stand up and shout for countless countless countless times
喊你的名字到声音沙哑为止
Shout for your name until my throat is sore
当我好不甘心好痛苦 When I feel so upset so unsatisfied
怎么努力都无可奈何时
Even if I work as hard as I can everything still doesn’t changes
我就会想起你 I will think of you
将来会受挫受伤害或伤害别人
In the future, whether I’ll be hurt or hurt the others
心急的拥抱着永不停歇 My anxious heart clutching the never ending
无法发泄的怒火 Unstoppable anger
为何你不知道 How couldn’t you know
为何无发了解 How couldn’t you understand
我会试着一边喘息叹气 With my gasps and sighs
一边与自己奋战 I’ll try to fight against myself
就算失败了一万次 Even if I failed for 10000 times
而希望全失 And all hopes are lost
第一万零一次的机会 The 10001th chance……
还是会来临 Will still arrive……
我会无数次的 I will convert my cries for you……
将呼唤你的声音化为力量 Into my strength for countless times
明天也许就是 Because tomorrow…
那一万零一次的机会 Might be the 10001th chance……
Music | Comment (1)蝴蝶~ (Butterfly~)
This is David Tao’s song… (Album Black Mandarin…) It’s very meaningful if u understand…. N put Him as the one in this song… Lazy 2 interpret though…. Maybe next time? =P
当这世界已经准备将我遗弃
像一个伤兵被留在孤独荒野里
开始怀疑我存在有没有意义
在别人眼里我似乎变成了隐形
难道失败就永远翻不了身
谁来挽救堕落的灵魂
每次一见到你 心理好平静
就像一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
我又能活下去 我又找回勇气
你的爱像氧气帮忙我呼吸
我又能呼吸
我又能呼吸
你就是不愿意放弃
生命充满乱七八糟的问题
像走在没有出口的那个迷宫里
oh no 一次又一次只会用藉口逃避
怎么你从来没对我彻底的死心
我有何德何能值得你珍惜
为何你对我有求必应
每次一想到你 像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
是那么的美丽 就像一个奇迹
让我从倒下的地方站起
Woo….只要一靠近你 就觉得安心
你看着我的眼没有怀疑
你对我的相信 让我又能重生
不管世界多冷我还有你 我有你
爱我这样的人对你来说不容易
我的痛苦你也经历
你是唯一
陪我到天堂与地狱
每次一想到你 像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶 飞过了废墟
我能撑得下去
我会忘了过去
是你让我找回新的生命
yeah
每次一见到你 就心存感激
现在我能坦然面对自己
我会永远珍惜 我会永远爱你
在我心底的你的位置没有人能代替
yeah 你就是那唯一
OUCH!!!
I must clarify this b4 i post this blog…. I’m not being abused or involved in some gang fighting or girl fighting or cat fighting or what so ever…
I played Skittle ball at church last Friday nite and MY!!! The injuries every1 sustained!!!!
I accidently banged my chin against Qu Wern’s head… And dats the bruise at my chin…. (Taken after a few days during lecture time…)
I fell down and banged my knees against the hard cement floor… And dats the bruises at my legs… (where in this case 1 of my shoes flew off again!!! Next time I’ll double lace my shoes!!! -.-lll)
But it’s all fun anyway… I did had a great time sweating… And later when we played Hide and Seek at the dark… It’s so creeeeeepy…. We spent hours running and hiding around… Behind doors (Not advisable… Coz I was caught then!!!)… Behind the cars (Good advise… Coz u can run around the car… Taunting the catcher…) Or u jz mainly run around… Following the crowd…
The worst part was when sum1 is chasing you… Growling (Yes! I mean growling!!!) as you can hear the footsteps getting closer and closer behind you!!! Me and Sin Yee really screams when v were chased… (I recalled a part when I was hiding behind a car and saw Sin Yee screaming and chased around the church compound…)
Thats that then…. No more Hide and Seek or Skittle Ball on Fri night again (Coz Kiet Soon and his wife is flying back 2 America soon…) And hope I can maintain my stamina and avoid injuries or embarassing moments i the future!!!
(Wait… V r goin 2 have a hiking to Air Itam dam dis Sat… Rolling down the hill???)
Uncategorized | Comments (4)When it’s not all about myself…
I’ve been quite worry about myself lately…. My studies… My social life… My love life… It’s like wondering: " Is my life OK??? How come I’m not like others??? How come they are like this while I’m not??? Is my life normal to them???"
Just realize when I’m drowning myself in self-pity… trying to grasp things that is useless and meaningless… God is still there for me!
When I’m still feeling sad over something… God sends angels through friends and emails… To remind me that I should just let things go… And let things be… He already has a plan for me… Though I do not know what it’ll be… And how it’ll end for me… I know He has the best for me!!! Better than what I plan for myself… Anda lot better compared to the basis of the world!!!
"When he humbles himself he is exalted… And when he exalts himself he is humbled…" Have been studying this at church recently and the impact of His words is great!!! I shouldn’t take control of my life when I already surrender it to Him! I shouldn’t drown myself in self pity or my own self righteousness! And I shouldn’t even use the basis of the world to compare my life with the others!!! ‘Cause I am who I am… The Creator of the life has created me as me!!! And not as anyone else… I am special in His eyes… And that is enough for me already…. I don’t need a large circle of friends or activities or a loving boyfriend beside me to make me feel special or determine my own value… Because I already have Him beside me…
This a song that is very meaningful for me… A senior taught us during CG… The chorus part runs like this…
" In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the Cross
In every victory Let it be said of me
My source of hope My source of strength
Is Christ alone"
Uncategorized | Comments (3)CAPTAIN BALL!!! Hv been participating in this game quite frequently this recently… Captain Ball league at PKA n after YP at Sg Nibong Church…
I must say sports ain’t my speciality… -_-lll (Coz been hearin comments dat i run like a crab…. Sob sob… T-T)
But the sweat n exercise helps a lot… N my fren said she didn’t expected me 2 catch a ball dat skillfully coz I look so meek!!! Hahahhahahah…. VENGENCENCE is mine!!!
Had a quite embarassing moment last Fri… I was d catcher for d 2nd half time of the game… N d defender is EXTREMELY TALL!!! N in the midst of jumping 2 get d ball… I fell from d chair n landed face down on the grass… Not only dat… 1 of my shoe fell off… It’s so embarassing I jz felt like i dun wanna get up n continue 2 bury my head in d sand… Or d grass for my case…
My fren had a good laugh over dat incident after dat… She said they were bz tryin 2 throw d ball 2 me when they only realise the catcher wasn’t at her usual position!!! (I’m lying flat on d grass by then… –lll)
But i did had a great moment coz i manage 2 catch a ball on d beginning!!! I’m so HAPPY!!! N our CG group (GAD) won our 2 games dat day!!! Hahhahahahha…. Who says SPORTS is tortourous 4 me???
Au reviour then… =P
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Now i know wat I wanted….
Short blogs r enough 4 me… It’s like posting s shout out… U dun need long essays to speak out ur mind, n any1 who is interested would surely understand anyway…
It’s gona be a bz sem 4 me… Studies (FRENCH!!! Still on d way 2 appreciate it… -_-lll), CF, Farewell Night Commitee (I’m in fundraising!!!), and church activities…
Though it’s bz… But I appreciate it all… Instead of growing fungus as I did last time… Now i’m occupied!!! But amidst my hectic life… I need time to seek His presence… To know of His plans for me… Or not my life would be meaningless!
Hahahaha…… looking 4ward 2 d weekend… Goin 2 play Captain Ball n Hide n Seek (During nighttime 2!!!) Now i know y every1 shouts TGIF!!! ^-^
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